Picture of my first day of senior year 🎓✏️📓

Picture of my first day of senior year 🎓✏️📓


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Q
You say you haven't met anyone who regretted recovery... I do.
Anonymous
A

the-girl-without-ed:

is that person fully recovered? likely not, for anyone who fails to realize that recovery is the only true option is still thinking from an unhealthy mind poisoned with eating disorder thoughts. I promise you, a truly healthy person would never wish their eating disorder back. once you get further from your illness you will believe me. as of now, you’ll just have to trust me


Thank you the-girl-without-ed and @k8mae so much!!! Wishing the same year to all my followers who attend school

Thank you the-girl-without-ed and @k8mae so much!!! Wishing the same year to all my followers who attend school


I Survived My First Day of Senior Year!!

Here is to a productive year free from relapse! 



Demi Lovato: This picture makes me feel so many mixed emotions.. I remember the day I wore the dress in the very first picture. I remember asking for spanx to flatten my stomach because I use to feel so heavy and “fat”. Now looking at this picture, you can clearly see my hip bones. It makes me sad because I wasted so many years ashamed of my body when I could’ve been living the happy and healthy life I live today. It TRULY just goes to show you that your perceptions can lie to you. OR they can make you learn to enjoy life. Fortunately looking at the picture of myself in the red dress yesterday, I not only feel so grateful for the love and support I’ve had from fans, friends and family, but… I also feel.. beautiful. I’m so excited to live my life the way I deserve to and to the complete fullest. Thank you guys once again.. I’m so thankful for my Lovatics. I love you… And never forget that staying strong is worth it. 

Demi Lovato: This picture makes me feel so many mixed emotions.. I remember the day I wore the dress in the very first picture. I remember asking for spanx to flatten my stomach because I use to feel so heavy and “fat”. Now looking at this picture, you can clearly see my hip bones. It makes me sad because I wasted so many years ashamed of my body when I could’ve been living the happy and healthy life I live today. It TRULY just goes to show you that your perceptions can lie to you. OR they can make you learn to enjoy life. Fortunately looking at the picture of myself in the red dress yesterday, I not only feel so grateful for the love and support I’ve had from fans, friends and family, but… I also feel.. beautiful. I’m so excited to live my life the way I deserve to and to the complete fullest. Thank you guys once again.. I’m so thankful for my Lovatics. I love you… And never forget that staying strong is worth it. 

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Here it is 
Watch Now! We banded together to donate $100k to charity. As a reward, the first episode of RED BAND SOCIETY is available FREE for 100 hours! http://www.myredbandsociety.com/php/share.php?i=RBS_emma.png

Here it is
Watch Now! We banded together to donate $100k to charity. As a reward, the first episode of RED BAND SOCIETY is available FREE for 100 hours! http://www.myredbandsociety.com/php/share.php?i=RBS_emma.png


To my lovely followers

free preview of red band society is on at myredbandsociety.com 

my review so far is that is not triggering, not offensive, and sort of funny … and btw it also has me going oh shit, never thought of that. 

highly recommended!!!


Q
Hey there! I saw your post about RBS. I'm planning on watching it, and I'm really excited for it. I saw the trailer and picked up on the eating disorder bit right away. I've heard some people who've spent time in hospitals for various things say it's not an accurate portrayal of hospitals, but I'm stoked because it looks like a fairly accurate portrayal of what an eating disorder is like.
A

I’ve read about it too! As someone who spent her time recovering in a hospital, there is absolutely some things that are far fetched (hospital rooms do not look like that, and there isn’t a lot of escaping to the roof) BUT that being said I went to day hospital program where I attended school, and met tens battling different illness that made them be at the hospital, so to say the least I am very excited :)


TW maybe? but in a way its good

So sometimes I get anxiety attacks in the middle of the night (like right now) and I start dry heaving, and throw up. And its a mess from there, because I feel like I can’t stop. This conrtibuted to my ED. I have never been able to stop myself from throwing up, until now.

I was dry heaving in the bathroom, and well spit up, and felt like i was going to puke, and I didn’t. It feels very much like a stomach bug when it happens and it took absolutely everything in me to walk away from the bathroom, but I started breathing techniques, and now I am sitting in my room, distracting myself on tumblr … 

The urge passed too!


Q
What is the plot of the red band society show? I think id really like to watch it
A

It is based on a mans memior, and is basically about the childrens hospital were a group of teens ‘band’ together and form relationships with each other and the nurses and doctors. There is a teen with cancer, cystic fibrosis, an eating disorder, heart problems, and the narrator is in a coma. It basically follows their lives. 

The cool thing is, leading up to the premire, the cast is doing charity work, and supporters can get involved 

http://www.fox.com/red-band-society/ has a lot more info :)


Recovery friends in the States

okay, so is anyone planning on watching red band society? There is a girl with an eating disorder on it at an adolescent hospital, and as weird as it sounds, I am really looking forward to the show. I never went to residential or a physc. ward, I spend three weeks in a children hospital, as well as 2 months in day hospital.

Honestly I’m mostly excited because I would like to work as a childhood psychologist working at a hospital. I guess I’m excited to a show I can relate to? sorry for TMI

so two questions A) Is anyone in the states planning on watching it? 

and B) Is it weird for me to watch this?