Hi, I'm Morgan! On a crazy journey from anxiety and an eating disorder, but I'm getting there ...
now, instead of envy, I only feel pity for those still struggling, for those posting pictures of a thigh gap with the caption “I’ll get there someday” and intakes a baby couldn’t survive on. I no longer wish to be there again. I pray for them and hope that one day, they’ll realize how truly beautiful life without imprisonment is, and that being thin won’t solve a damn thing.
That’s when you realize you are recovering
I deserve to be put in the classes I’m in. I deserve to be in my AP english class, even if it means that I beat out honors students for the spot.
And I’m not going to lie, it’s funny that I have a 96 in the class and was one of 5 people to turn in the summer reading, and the ‘honor students’ can not say the same.
is that person fully recovered? likely not, for anyone who fails to realize that recovery is the only true option is still thinking from an unhealthy mind poisoned with eating disorder thoughts. I promise you, a truly healthy person would never wish their eating disorder back. once you get further from your illness you will believe me. as of now, you’ll just have to trust me
Here is to a productive year free from relapse!